I am getting more and more attached to this format. Yay. It’s clean, crisp, and will do well as a portal page.

I have a lot more to add, and just never enough time. I need to get ther new server up this weekend and it’s funny … all I want to do is sculpt. Figures, huh? lol

I just really want to get all these things in my life squared waway and finally get on the right track of my life, without having a bunch of crap weighing me down from my past mistakes. I dream of having a clean slate every second of every day and it’s a little depressing to know it’s likely just a fantasy. Sucks knowing it’s my fault too. But what can you do except square your shoulders, take a deep breath, and just keep on keeping on.

But man … I *really* need to move. And I so can’t afford it. But if I only had a better environment to be in, I swear it would go such a long way. Blah. Can’t change it so no sense to brood on it, right? LOL. I would give ANYTHING to be able to start with a clean slate and do stuff right this time, but sadly, it seems that will never happen in this life, so best to just suck it up and try to make the best of what is left.

Having to separate the feral kittens as I think it’s a girl and boy. I sooooo hope it’s not too late and that I can manage to get therm fixed soon!!